Kendra Wilkinson: Sex Tape Broke My Heart

By PopEater Staff Posted May 26th 2010 03:27PM

Kendra Wikinson's sex tape hit the Internet today, and she is pleading with fans to let her live her life and not judge her for a choice she made when she was 18 years old. "It bothers me because people are going to judge me and stuff," Kendra says in a sneak peek of the May 31 season finale of her E! show. "I just hope to God nobody looks at me like a porn star or something. I just hope they don't press play because that's not me. I mean, that was me, but that's not me now."

The former 'Girls Next Door' star admits to making the tape with ex-boyfriend Justin Frye. "Of course, we had sex like every couple does, and every now and then we would videotape it," she said. "At that time, I wasn't a celebrity. I didn't even know I was going to become a celebrity."

She even alleges that her ex hacked into her MySpace page and posted a naked photo of her. "He's jealous of my life right now," she added.

Wilkinson married football player Hank Baskett last June and gave birth to their first child, Hank Baskett IV, in December.

"It broke my heart because how can you do that when I have a baby?" Wilkinson said. "I have a kid. I have a husband. It just sucks. It's the hardest thing to deal with right now, and it's hard on Hank. It's hard on him because it involves another guy and it's hard on him because of our son."

When Vivid Entertainment announced it had acquired the rights to the tape, Wilkinson hired Los Angeles-based lawyer Yael E. Holtkamp to stop its release, stating it was "highly confidential, taken for private use and not for public disclosure." But the tape has made its way into the public. According to several entertainment sites, Wilkinson stands to gain 50% of the profits from sales.

But her husband is standing by her and helping her through the "humiliating" ordeal. "He's doing a good job because he's understanding," she says. "He's like, 'Kendra, we just have to hold our heads high because, yeah, we're going to get attacked, but we can't run. We have to hold hands and walk through this and face this fact. It's going to be really hard. It's going to probably be the hardest time of our lives.'"

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Kendra Wilkinson arrives at the 'Nightmare On Elm Street' Los Angeles Premiere on April 27, 2010 in Hollywood, California.

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Actress Kendra Wilkinson arrives at "Nightmare On Elm Street" Los Angeles PremiereGrauman's Chinese Theatre on April 27, 2010 in Hollywood, California. "A Nightmare On Elm Street" Los Angeles Premiere - Arrivals Grauman's Chinese Theatre Hollywood, CA United States April 27, 2010 Photo by Jordan Strauss/WireImage.com To license this image (60290443), contact WireImage.com

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Actress Kendra Wilkinson (R) and Hank Baskett arrive at "Nightmare On Elm Street" Los Angeles PremiereGrauman's Chinese Theatre on April 27, 2010 in Hollywood, California. "A Nightmare On Elm Street" Los Angeles Premiere - Arrivals Grauman's Chinese Theatre Hollywood, CA United States April 27, 2010 Photo by Jordan Strauss/WireImage.com To license this image (60290467), contact WireImage.com

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LOS ANGELES, CA - APRIL 27: NFL player Hank Baskett (L) and his wife model Kendra Wilkinson arrive at the premiere of New Line's "A Nightmare on Elm Street" at the Chinese Theater on April 27, 2010 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) *** Local Caption *** Hank Baskett;Kendra Wilkinson

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LOS ANGELES, CA - APRIL 27: Model Kendra Wilkinson arrives at the premiere of New Line's "A Nightmare on Elm Street" at the Chinese Theater on April 27, 2010 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) *** Local Caption *** Kendra Wilkinson

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LOS ANGELES, CA - APRIL 27: Actress Kendra Wilkinson attends the "Nightmare On Elm Street" film premiere at Grauman's Chinese Theatre on April 27, 2010 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Frederick M. Brown/Getty Images) *** Local Caption *** Kendra Wilkinson

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Wednesday 26 May

By steffenjobbs

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Totally not interested in seeing her tape. She'll have to do better than that to get attention.

By themeeker

This was all done for publicity and money. She is more calculating than she appears and I wouldn't give her a dime. Besides, a sex tape is sooooo 2004.

Thursday 27 May

By k

What a self absorbed pig of a woman. Nobody broke her heart. She did the movie. Live with the consequences of your actions and don't blame others.

By Jon

right she should have thought about that when she spread her legs..............................and made the tape back then.

By Jim in AR

So this is an important piece of news about a "former" "star" of a "reality" tv show that I never heard of. Good grief!

By carla ford

Of course Hank isn't going anywhere, he knows he married a smut. Humiliated? This from a woman that proudly boasts of sleeping with a 100 year old man, flashes her boobs because the sun is shining, does the give-it up dance @ a Too Short rap concert shortly after giving birth, and admits to having terrible hygene...now I'm supposed to believe you're humiliated being taped doing what you do best?

By Denin

U hit it right on tha head Carla!!!! Nobody should be falling off their chairs about this sex tape!! Hank knows who he was marrying, if he had no problem marrying Kendra at her ex boyfriends mansion he should do the same with this sex tape issue and keep it pushing. Kendra playing the victim is seriously hypocritical, what she really should be saying is "yeah I made a sex tape and what's done is done. My husband and my son will still love me regardless, and go out there with a yeah I did it and it's out there AND type of attitude??" Since when did she care about what others think? Was she concerned about her reputation when she was sharing a super-senior citizen with 2 other females? Was she worried when she posed and became a playmate? What she's done in her past is just that... past. To me she should be more worried about what people think about how she keeps a nasty a** house, her serious lack of hygiene and poor house keeping is a bigger deal. Hopefully, when she receives the profits from the tape she can hire a full-time housekeeper!!!!

By cc

Shes a piece of trash!!!! I feel sorry for her son, he will have to live with this and her for the rest of his life!! How gross

By Piper

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haha exactly!!! nicely said

Sunday 30 May

By Jan

Didn't she used to have a three way with Hugh Hefner? And NOW she is humiliated? When she bared all for all to see in Playboy AND did Hef....HELLO!!!!

By amy

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i just want to say kendra is a really good mom and wife and people should leave her alone kendra if u see this u r a ggod person dont let stupid people get to u

By kryjef

hey amy i bet she is a much better mom now that she is getting 680.000 payday from the video plus she will get some of the profits what a way to promote the video other than getting on popeater and crying about the video just so people will go out and buy it oh and amy do you know kendra just asking

Only trashy people make sex tapes...this is disgusting!!!!!!!!!

By SHERI

Oh pulease! Good person??

By Brenda

People are critical of others when things are done wrongly,however I think what you did in your past is the past. It's like Jesus said, go and sin no more, no one has the right to cast any stone at you, Jesus said he that is without sin,let him cast the first stone. What we do in life makes a difference of how others see us, destroy the tape, and move on, and have a blessed life! Go Kendra..

By maria

well said Brenda! Thanks!

By Monica

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Well said.

By Pauly P

give it a break with the jesus sh*t.it just shows how shallow you are.

By goatcars2

The saddest part of this whole thing is this plastic enhanced air head thinks she's a celebrity!!!!!

By TMac

Exactly...look at the list of females (they aren't ladies) that have elevated themselves by being immoral, ridiculous and are only in the public eye because of shocking behavior and not talent... Kim K, Girls Next Door, Bombshell, Kate Goslin...unfortunatley the list goes on and on. Talent nor beauty are no longer required to be on television or make the mag covers. I wonder how far all of this will go.

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