Mel Gibson

Mel Gibson's former girlfriend, Oksana Grigorieva, is speaking out about their relationship for the first time admitting she was scared for her life. In the exclusive PEOPLE interview, the Russian-born musician recalls one abusive incident last January in which she says Gibson hit her while she was holding their baby, Lucia. Gibson was "frothing at the mouth" and "talking to himself like a lunatic," Grigorieva claims. She even claims he threatened to take her life, choked her and held her at gun point.